So...

after the dentist said my teeth were fine, apart from a wisdomtooth containing a hole, an appointment at the hospital was made..
To extract the tooth..

Arriving there, I thought it would be ok, though I didn't feel easy about it..
photos were made, part of my mouth was sedated and I had to lie down..
They put some blue sheet over my face, leaving a circular hole for my mouth..
Thats when it started... all my muscles were tensing and straining, and I was shivering all over..
Had to get extra sedative during the operation, and eventually.. it was all done..

Came home, and all seemed to be fine.. At some point, I wanted to take a look at the wound in my mouth..
Went to the hall, there's a mirror there..
Suddenly... everything turned black around me, sound slowly went mute, and then it felt as though I was dreaming.. or something..
Next my brother and mom were shouting my name, pulling my body and telling me to get up..

They guided me to the couch, where I layed down. My head hurt a lot, and I was dizzy.. Mom at first missed the real problem, but as the saw blood on my hands and my hair, she called the doctor..
We went there, and I lied down on the bench-thingy..
mom had said it wasnt such a big deal, and that I needed to relax..
the doctors-assistant instead said that it was quite a hole.. which gave me a fright..
My hand had been holding the wound, and as I lowered my hand to my eyes.. I saw my own blood, which frightened me even more..

When the doctor arrived, he kept asking me if I was still there.. my brother held my hand, telling me to squeeze his when it would hurt..
It did, but I didnt squeeze, as he was also shivering a lil bit..

Eventually we were done, and we went home.. watched a movie and my head seems to be ok now.. at the moment, my jaw still hurts cause of the surgery.. but I take meds to calm that down a bit..

Had to write this down somewhere, share my experience of this day..
I think I'll remember for some time.